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my life what a hell hole
which way does that go again
Created on 2004-01-30 18:29:18 (#2061007), last updated 2005-11-29
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Basic Info| Name: | crazedndifused1 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 10-11 |
| Location: | Myakka City, Florida, United States |
Bioi have a poem i wrote this time.
sitting alone somewhere with the pain of deception running thru me.
accepting of things that will happen i let myself down again.
you lead me into lies and rip out my heart one more time.
and i am still crying to myself for the end that will come.
pulling me down the halls that seem like a dream.
unnaccounting of this torment i put myself through.
decisions i make still losing the truth.
and i am still crying to myself for the end to come.
my heart has ruptured and its cold in your hand.
left all alone to crawl in the dark to make out some sense.
dead inside forever and always again you put me here, i put me here.
and i am still crying to myself waiting for the end to come...
sitting alone somewhere with the pain of deception running thru me.
accepting of things that will happen i let myself down again.
you lead me into lies and rip out my heart one more time.
and i am still crying to myself for the end that will come.
pulling me down the halls that seem like a dream.
unnaccounting of this torment i put myself through.
decisions i make still losing the truth.
and i am still crying to myself for the end to come.
my heart has ruptured and its cold in your hand.
left all alone to crawl in the dark to make out some sense.
dead inside forever and always again you put me here, i put me here.
and i am still crying to myself waiting for the end to come...
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being tied up, cenophobia, chains, crying, danceing, death, demophobia, divouring souls, droping from tall buildings., drowning in tears, fucking sheep, hot wax, jack off jill, killing myself, kinky shit, living in hell, loneliness, losing love, making obsene gestures, making people cry, padded rooms, raping you, razors, running with sissors, seeing people through up, singing, singing irish drinking songs, the distillers, whips
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